How old are you?

Kumusta? I have been thinking how to reconcile with reality my earnest dream to be a part of all the years of your life… Why didn’t our lives meet earlier? Besides height I ran short of years as well. I won’t mention the number of years that you are advanced baka kasi mapunit ang sulat na ito na hindi mo man lamang nababasa ng buo.My point here is not about your age although it’s one of those that I admire about you. My point here is—Where was I during the times when you wanted to share and celebrate life’s goodness? Or what was I busy with that I wasn’t able to give you even a slight comfort during the instances you felt that life was unfair? ‘di ko alam kung may mararating pa itong ginagawa ko pagkatapos kong magpahiwatig ng kawalang-katinuan at i-punto pa ang iyong edad… Absurd it may be. Absurd I admit. Because absurd it is on its own basis-- a poor prince falling in love with a beautiful princess. Hayan na naman ako showing some self-pity… pero sa tingin ko, mas tunay na wala sa katinuan ang lalaking di makakaramdam ng katulad ng dinadanas ko.I would really love to come back thru time and freeze-frame every important moment of your life and do every way I know to show I care for you.